Not. Fair.

After 10 days of eating less and exercising more, I have not lost a single pound. Not even half a pound. I actually don't understand how this is even physically possible. It is so discouraging. I have never believed in dieting but maybe I do have to actually go on an actual diet to lose weight. Again, super discouraging. I guess it is harder and harder to lose weight the older you get? I don't know. I feel like crap. Now I will go to the Y and work out and at least feel physically better for a while after a night of being up from 1:30 - 3:30 (and before that at 11:30, and again at 6:30) with Nora. Maybe it is impossible to lose weight when you are chronically sleep deprived, who knows.